Thing's are Looking Up

It's been a while since I've been here.

Nobody misses me, though haaaaaa haaaaaaa

It's okay. I understand!

Life's sort of falling into place. I'm not as sad as I used to be. Friends are nicer than usual. Not sure why.., maybe it's an age thing

I just need a job so that I can finally buy things.

Insomnia

I have some weird anxiety going on right now.  I'm not even really looking forward to anything.

Restless.  I guess I can blame the nap I had that started at 9, but I've done that multiple times and still managed to fall asleep.

I went to the gym hourrrrrs ago, and i'm not the least tired right now.

Class starts in about an hour, whoopidy dooo..

SLEEP, I WISH YOU LIKED ME AS MUCH AS I LIKE YOU

Crossing Forbidden Territory

Not sure if i'm into you.  I shouldn't be.

Can't help but feel the need to be around you, though.

We're good friends. That's all we should be.  Nothing's changed, we've always acted this way.  A little too close for comfort, but that's not to say we aren't comfortable.

We're pretty much together in everyone else's eyes, but we aren't in our eyes.  That's strange, don't you think?

I know deep down I don't want to be with you, which is why I feel strange for having these thoughts.

We wont work, I know it.  We know it.  Or is it just me that knows it?


:siiigh:

Grammys

Haven't really been paying much attention to the popular music scene lately but I'm actually anticipating the show tonight.

There's a few performances that I really want to see and watching the live red carpet got me pumped up.

Really strange considering I barely listen to radio, let alone, watch much television.

I wonder if anything crazy will happen tonight

the magic of speeding

kind of slipped while driving a while back.. got caught speeding

ruined my night, of course.  but this is not to say i didn't have it coming.

i do have a bit of road rage and I like to drive fast, it makes me feel like i'm more in control.

i know it's dumb and dangerous, so i try hard not to go over the speed limit too much when i'm in a hurry.

I enrolled in online traffic school, and it's actually interesting.  Some parts are boring but it seems ok for the most part so far.


anyways people, don't speed and get caught OR you'll be entertained with traffic school

oh, and you probably reduce your chances of dying but meh. (kidding)

Update on Life

Life's slow at the moment.

Kind of stuck in that area where you feel a bit worthless and nothing's going your way.. but this is expected when emo-like stuff happens.

I'm sure I'll bounce back from it soon. Hope you're all doing well!

I'd like to learn how to do a back flip someday.

Denial

I continuously put myself into situations that aren't asked for, let alone appreciated.

I sacrifice so much, and for what?

It seems selfish of me to expect the same, but I can't help but feel betrayed when the tables are turned and I stand alone.

You never asked me to do this.  You didn't have to.  That's how much I cared -- I would have done anything for you.

I can't believe this.