I should be more conscious of who I trust.

Not a lot of people realize the fact that they neglect those who really care about them.

Let's pretend you were the person that was giving a loved one some advice.  You know you're important to them and that person also knows you feel the same way about him/her.   You spend a long time trying to provide them with helpful information to consider. You get into detail about everything in hopes that they trust your advice is from the heart, which to you, is the truth.

You stand by and watch them ignore the advice time after time. 

Somehow, you notice that they finally take your advice.  Shocked, you asked them what changed their mind.. or why they're starting to do what you said.

They reply with something like "oh (insert non important persons name here) said it'd be the right thing".

RAAAAAGE!! (cause you told them to do the same exact thing but they disregarded it until someone else told them the same thing)

Should you be mad? HELL YES.

Why do people ignore the ones that really care?  Why do they take another persons word over yours?

I'm guilty of it.  It has happened to me multiple times.

This is why I plan to prioritize people whom I ask advice from by how strong our relationship is.  More than likely, they're telling you the truth.

assumptions really do get you nowhere

living life assuming things will only lead to misunderstanding.

When you believe something without even bothering to ask, you need to rethink that belief.  More than likely, it's false.

Sure, anyone can have assumptions about others but when you know the person and actually talk to them, then why aren't you trying to see if what you assume is true or not?

If you want to keep your assumption a secret then that's fine; if you're acting in a negative way by holding on to that assumption about another person, then your judgement will forever be flawed until proven right.

I don't know why more people don't realize this.  If you're going to judge an individual because of an assumption you have about them when you can easily confront the person about it, then I'd hate to say this, but you fail at life.

Timing is really off right now.

I like her.

In fact, I think I more than like her. And Yes, I refuse to say the word.

I'm not sure what's keeping us in this relationship.  We have every reason to stay together, but we also have every reason not to.

It doesn't help that she's in a different State.  At least it's better than when she was in a different Country... or is it?

I'm not sure what I'm going to do, but I need to do it quick.

Would you believe me if I told you that I feel selfish for staying in this relationship because she has so much to offer and she might be wasting her time on me?

I know she cares about me as much as I do for her but I genuinely feel like I'm wasting her time.

I really care about us, but I don't want you to hurt anymore.

I'd write my thoughts somewhere.

having your life out there is pretty crazy.

you have to watch everything you do. EVERYTHING.

there are times when i just don't want to:

• watch what i'm doing
• care what people think
• edit all my posts
• use correct grammar
• be a little less than myself.

i'm surprised I didn't make this outlet sooner. hopefully this one will stay anonymous so that I can seriously just write from my mind without having to worry that someone I know will expose this to the world.

i am me. me is i. you are here. thanks for reading. thanks for caring.

just.. thanks for whatever reason you're here.

unless you're trollin!