Sunday, August 22, 2010

Timing is really off right now.

I like her.

In fact, I think I more than like her. And Yes, I refuse to say the word.

I'm not sure what's keeping us in this relationship.  We have every reason to stay together, but we also have every reason not to.

It doesn't help that she's in a different State.  At least it's better than when she was in a different Country... or is it?

I'm not sure what I'm going to do, but I need to do it quick.

Would you believe me if I told you that I feel selfish for staying in this relationship because she has so much to offer and she might be wasting her time on me?

I know she cares about me as much as I do for her but I genuinely feel like I'm wasting her time.

I really care about us, but I don't want you to hurt anymore.


  1. well my advise to you is
    Become better.
    if you truly love her
    and she loves you
    then giving up isnt the option
    if theres a problem fix it
    a obstacle, fukin parkour that shit
    love has been around for a long time
    it has caused a lot of suffering
    a lot of murders, suicides, and
    even a few Wars
    but you know what else it brings
    it brings that one in a million sensation
    that no drug, or experience can imitate.
    it brings courage, compassion, hope, and perseverance to those that are frail alone
    to give up on someone who truly loves you
    is even worse then failing them in the long run
    you may not be good enough,
    but if she thought that way
    then she wouldnt be with you
    you have something in you that you refuse to see
    maybe instead of asking "why is she with me?"
    you should really ask yourself
    "what can i do to be better for her?"